I don’t want to make money; I want to make a difference. 

I don’t want to make money; I want to make a difference. 

Modern pop stars and their worldwide album sales

like where you just feel so removed and disengaged from your soul and love from others because you feel like so worthless and damaged because of what you’ve been through that no one else could love you as such a frail and damaged thing and so you build the walls up so high to forget what those feelings are like and it’s the one thing you wish for so much, but know you can’t allow yourself to feel because it’ll just flush all back to you how it feels and how important those feelings are but you can’t risk feeling that love because the risk of one day it being gone or not there because you’re simply not worthy of love itself and it’ll all end bad anyway

26th Jul 1

I’m pretty sure my years of depression (and continuing anxiety) dealing with abuse, my sexuality and just life is why I feel so emotionally unbalanced and feel so worthless and unworthy of love on the inside yet act like everything’s fine, like I’ve emotionally castrated myself.

lanashiftdelrey:

walking into school

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remembering there was homework

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